Last 3 years of college meant nothing to me. I had no motivation and still don't have it. I don't see the challenge in these things. I am still moving up the ladder but I don't really see why I am putting in more effort. I graduated from these 3 years and finished everything at the last possible moment. That is how easy it was. They rescheduled the deadline to 1 month earlier and I still made it.
I have had my depressions too. Still have sometimes, but I just keep on living and being bored. I still have work laying around here what I have to finish but I still don't feel like doing it.
The depressions worked away when I drove a car. Be it mine or someone elses, because I really love to drive. What I am trying to say with this is that you have to find something you really enjoy and just do that when you are in a depression.
I am thinking about my future and have made up my mind, well.. that changes every 6 months or so but still.. I want to move out of this country or go to a small village instead of the big town I live in at the moment. I want to move to Japan or to Germany but I am not too sure about all that because I know my Japanese and German is really bad.
I know that probably noone cares about my story, or even knows me, but it feels good to just post your story.